Thank U

Hey friends i want to express my greatest gratitude 4 being there 4 me when i need u all the most ( the name in random) :

1. MiceL ( best frd u can ever have XD )
2. Jes ( lil sis)
3. Vina ( house mate)
4. Egg ( Eric kor-kor)
5. Edmund ( Yo buddy!)
6. Bel (thx yooo...)
7. Janice ( man, u r so supportive of me , lov ya =) )
8. Tong (mate, love ya )

Yeah =)

Yeah =) The problems and fight with him is all solved =). I am so glad tht it had ended and over =) . HEhehehehehehe =p.Write like this 1st...LTR then update, ciaoz.

Feeling damn insecure ........

it hurts to keep thinking da same thing . u always take me for granted. and u r such an asshole seriously. i hate u, y must u keep tormenting me. while u r free, u can msg other gal. YEAH, other gal!! but u didnt msg me................ wad the? wad r u tying to mean? u prefer her? WELL so bE it, Go with her then. I am nt saying u cannot msg other gal. it is perfectly FINE. i am Ok with it BUT.....it seems now she hold a higher RANK than me? wad the fuck?i hate u. i hate u. I am feeling insecure. where all ur promises gone to? ur words r nth but bullshit.Fcuk all those ! Fcuk u.

友達。

友達。(tomodachi) = friends


私の彼氏はばかね！！！！がっかり ( watashi no kireshi wa baka ne!!!! gakkari) = My boyfriend is an idiot!! What a bummer. Ok, he is an idiot. COMPLETELY. I just dont like the way he did things sumtimes. So immature.Well, thts wad i think. OK, so In camp, he knew a lot of friends or rather u can call them buddy. Then u knw , in camp, under so much pressure and there are no girls, men tend to get rather despo and desperate .Their hormones began to react vigirously in them and they began so crazy abt mentioning da word ' girl' alone. This is damn sucks!

So, my bf , lets call him baka-san ( which is also mr.idiot) , being a Oh!-so-kind-soul, wanna recommend some gals to his fellow buddies. And of cz, since i'm from gal school, so he ask me to ask some numbers from my frds. Which i RELUCTANTLY wanna do so, coz i thnk tht is completely A PRIVACY. And i do not wish to DISRUPT my friends' PRIVATE LIFE! all i can do maybe is give tht MR.I, some MSN address. Well,of cz i had to ask my frds 4 their permission 1st. Coz i knw hw it feels IRRITATING AND DAMN IT! for strangers to get my numbers or MSN address..... and i dun wish my frd to exprience IT! I love my friends so i try my best to protect them. C, to me, this is wad frdship is all abt.


OK, maybe MR.I is just wanna help his frd.BT does he knw tht i have my own difficulties also? Y cant he just understand, wah lao..sumtimes i think he treats his frd better than he treat me.THTS JUST SUX! AND ke kept bugging me to give my SIS's number.WORST! i LOVE HER. of coz i wont just give her no. to any guys. FUther more, i dnt even knw the guy. AS a big sister, i must care n protect my lil sis also...Y does MR.I cant just get it?


each of us has our own friends. we have 2 different mindset. i try my best to compromise. but y does he always think tht i do not want to help his frd? i dont tell him hw i really feel coz tht will only cause more trouble. bt, its like i am keeping this silently and sumtimes i just cant help it. its too much for me to bear. between friends and boyfriend.....its hard. coz to me, both are precious.my life without them is totally..sux?!


Haiz.....wad shud i Do?

10 , 11, 12 May Entries

10 May 2006 :
My mom bday. She looked young and pretty but no one will ever guess her real age. Everyone thinks tht she is 30 + or rather 40 + @ most. Bt, the truth is, all of them R wrong. She is older than tht. Haha. Guess, no 1 will ever guess her REAL age correctly! hoho.
erm...earlier in da morning, janice woke up me up @ ard 8.30 to send addy back to canada. Tong, Jan and i were worried tht we mght nt make it to send her on time as she gotta board her flght SOON. HAHA! Nevertheless, We MAKE IT ON TIME. Yeah, yipee..IF not i really gonna bang myself against da wall. Omg, make me wake up so early in da MORNING. AND if we were LATE, Y we came to airport in da 1st place???!!! LoL...yeap...

Ok, so next we just went ard in da airport. wasting our time there. it was so boring. we were so hungry bt we couldnt find the correct fds 2 eat, in da end, we had to eat @ McD. Can u imagine, wasting our time, slacking , searching 4 foods and end up STILL eating @ McD. I thnk dats my first LONG time in airport ever?? lol.

Then, when we finished eating, Tong N Jan went out of McD for a while . Tong wanted to buy root beers. I am kinda bored so i took out my handphone, then, there is caucasian walk pass and asked me some questioned. I was like shocked.Then turn out he just wanted to interviewed me abt some mobile phones, those dwloaded ringtones and stuff. He was from Holland. He has nice eyes =) WOW, and quite attractive. I like his note book. i mac, apple.COOL. He is from Holland. Ok, then when i was being interviewed , his frd took some pics of me n him. SO STRANGE ! hmmm...

Then later @ ard 15 minutes to 2, we meet LEAH. she had to meet her frds in airport. i love her cap.it is customised! damn cool! maybe i shud make 1 for elmo?haha! so tht when he out of camp he can weaR? bt dnt knw whether he wanna wear it or nt.haha.

and so,i left the airport @ 2 and meet vina n wenny @ outram park

We stopped @ little india. wenny was quite unsure of the place, and it was damn hot.oh man, i prespire a LOT!....haha..lucky, she managed to figure out the place we r supposed 2 go ASAP. wenny n vina went for threading & i went for waxing...hahaha...VAIN.! yeah, i admit i am VAIN.LOL.!!! then after tht we went for bugis junction for some shopping. They R buying stuffs for Melissa sweet 17 party @ Rendevouz HoteL. N of coz, we had to take neOs tht day =). After tht, Me n Vina headed of to Orchard to eat @ Swensen.

@ Swensen, My mom, Vina, Jes & I ate the main course. There is promotion for bday, buy 3 main course and get 1 course free. Initially i am craving for the black pepper sphagetti but...yeap..i had to choose the main course of coz, instead of pasta. hmmm..nvm, i ate fish in sambal.MAN! i tell u it was delicious...CooL...the sambal its nice. Then after tht, We ate bday cake and the bday ice cream fire crackers n headed Home. I was like RUSHING home coz my batt was LOW BATT. Critical condition. i cant sms elmo . so i wanted to go home n call him badly..hahahha...*shy*
Ok with this, thts all My entries for 10 May.


11 May 2006 :
Erm, Ok, this day .its da day i been a long waited for actually but in da end...its turns out NOT TO BE n there goes my MASTERCARD!!!!! GRhh.........u knw me n vina went to apply for master card then the teller said i cant make my master card NOW coz i dun have my green card!!!! omg~~~ how infuriating.this is my 2nd time going to bank and apply for master card !! the 1st time , i never bring my passport and now..........grhhhhhh!! green card, i need u very badly now....i have been craving to apply master card or visa on my own...and when i tot i finally can obtain it...there goes PROBLEMS~!! grhhhhh!!! OK NVM. After tht me n Vina just shopped in ORC coz we R so damn bored!! hahaha i wanna buy lotsa of thngs bt i wanted to wait till sg sale.haha . smart ppl buy @ rght time!hahas! this day, we just looking @ items we wanted to buy n when the sg sale come, we CHIONG ahz....buy buy buy.........LOL

Later in da afternoon, My mum force me n vina to yong ann park. Being a so kind-hearted-soul, we just went there. And guess wad?we just reached home like 30 mins ago?????!!! Hahahaha..so tired can...Ok nvm aniwae it turns out to be quite FUN~ NOPE.it is VERY FUN!!!! we played soccer with the small kids. They r all barely p6.haha! so small..cute....FUN!!..run here n there... played hide n seek . climbed the thng.....FUN! nt regretting coming there...


12 May 2006 ;
Today, i love. i dont wanna blog abt this coz haha basically today i just spend my whole day with elmo . N really haha.nth much 2 blog. I shy lah.lol. and if i blog, seems like showing off my dates with elmo to all of u and which i dun wish to create tht misunderstanding.so yeap, nth 2 say. i just when out with him, bought mum present n send him back to his camp. now i missing him =)

OK THEN. thts all for today.cya peeps thx 4 reading

My absence in blogging is caused by lazy virus.

Today, i woke up @ 11 am. I slept with my mum again.After, how many weeks (can't remember exactly ) , i've slept with Vina.hahahaha.Todae, i went to bcc ( my so called-2nd-home) to collect my passport so that i can have a medical checkup. Omg, i had to take a blood test? For HIV/AIDS ??!!! Hahahaha...ok, so the doctor was like keep touching my erm...hand to check for my veins..I have a small veins and it took quite a LONG time to take my blood. She inserted the needle into my veins, push up the space in the syridge, there was no blood flowing..and she pushed the needle further and there was still no blood flowing in, well, maybe a little of tht then the blood started flowing out very slowly, so she kept pushing the syringe in and out slowly and repeatedly.I tell u it was kinda irritating...and after i dnt'-knw-when-, the blood starting coming out slowly. I dint even realise tht my blood is thick and it is kinda very dark red in colour..Ohh...how interesting.. nth much 4 today, updates later. Cya peeps..

Cheesake for breakfast =)

(hmmmmmm....cheesake in da oven XD )
( Stirring the egg , cream cheese ,sugar,vanilla essence )
( Stirring the egg , cream cheese ,sugar,vanilla essence )
( Stirring the egg , cream cheese ,sugar,vanilla essence , tong was helping out not to mess up the bowl)
( Stirring the cream cheese ,sugar,vanilla essence )
( the base of cheesake, crushed digestive biscuits and melted unsalted butter)
Hi all yest tong , janice and i baked cheesake in my house..here are some of the photos taken during the process . I am very lazy to blog abt it.So, later ok?when i have the mood.hehe =)


PEEPS .SHIT LAH I 4GET THT I UPLOAD NEW TEMPLATE COZ THE PREVIOUS ONE IS TOO SMALL AND I 4GET I HAVENT COPY THE LINKS AND THE TAGBOARD LAH! ALAMAK ......ANIWAE, PLEASE TELL ME ALL YOUR ADDRESS AGAIN.THANKS! AND ALSO WADS THE WEBBIE FOR TAGBOARD? I WANNA USE LIKE JANICE'S..HAHAHA..thx